Neverland

exactly

Thursday, 31 July 2014 | 21:43 | 0 comments

when i lose someone

someone i that love

when you break my heart

it's the hardest thing

i couldn't ever go through

and no matter how much time has passed

it never really goes away

i may think i'll getting better

but then i get flashback

or hear a song that reminds me of our memory

and it hits me all over again

all at once

like a stab in the chest

me fall apart

for the hundredth time

and i feel like i just want to crawl

under a rock and never came out

i love this person

on my fourth love

even though i know i shouldn't

you hurt me worse than ever been hurt

you stole my happiness

but yet

i still want and only you my fourth love

other people came along

and give me chances to move on

but you know i don't want to

it upsets you that you might be moving on

because you promised you never would leave me

and even if anything happen broke all their promises

i still want to keep ours

on top of that

i terrified

terrified to getting the person (you)

who has left me completely broken

i don't want to miss them anymore

i don't want to love them anymore

but i know

i will always will do it :')

sincerely , AlyaaaAzmii
to : mr ibnu umar :')